I can’t decide if I want to write in English or in Swedish. I guess I’m more thoughtful about the way I write in English because it’s not something I do every day. I guess I don’t have to choose?
I am both.
American and Swedish.
So I’ll be moving out to my own apartment in less than a month and I’m starting to feel a little bit nervous about it. I am one of those people who gets really nervous about everything and usually I start feeling stressed out about it at least 3 weeks before the actual event. You see… that’s just the way I am and I’m okay with that. If it’s something like moving out or traveling it’s more of an excited kind of nervousness so it’s all good. Before I move out I promise to do a room tour of my old room here at my parents house.
I’ve wanted to move out for 4 years now and I’m so glad that it’s finally happening. It’s a really small one bedroom apartment but that’s all I need. I have all these ideas about how I want to decorate my apartment and I think it’s going to be beautiful when I’m done with the place. The only bad thing about it is that it’s to small for a cat. I really want a cat.
The reason for moving is actually not just because I want to live on my own, it’s actually because I got in to a dance educational program that I will be attending for one year. Hopefully I will get in to a dance school after that so I can become a professional dancer. If not, I’ll just do something else that I like. Fashion, music or maybe I’ll pursue acting. I’m really looking forward to all of this but as I mentioned earlier, I am pretty nervous about it. Actually I’m terrified.